https://iwilldare.com/2004/03/failed-again/ A little bit of heaven & A whole lot of hell Wed, 31 Mar 2004 06:04:38 +0000 hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.9.1 https://iwilldare.com/2004/03/failed-again/#comment-9153 Wed, 31 Mar 2004 06:04:38 +0000 https://iwilldare.com/?p=3957#comment-9153 it turns out my grief and guilt were mostly for naught. it seems i hadn’t upset him as much as i thought. i was only filled with my own sense of self-importance. i’m glad he wasn’t as affected as i initially thought and angry at myself for wasting so much time worrying about it.

]]> https://iwilldare.com/2004/03/failed-again/#comment-9152 Wed, 31 Mar 2004 03:34:12 +0000 https://iwilldare.com/?p=3957#comment-9152 There’s no worse a feeling than hurting someone you adore and knowing you can’t take it back. I’m still haunted by something I said and did to T in January. He’s forgiven me, but sometimes I remember and it makes me cry. I haven’t quite gotten past it yet.

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