Comments on: rufus, ryan, and robert https://iwilldare.com/2003/11/rufus-ryan-and-robert/ A little bit of heaven & A whole lot of hell Sat, 24 Nov 2007 06:01:19 +0000 hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.9.1 By: Thomas https://iwilldare.com/2003/11/rufus-ryan-and-robert/#comment-8463 Fri, 14 Nov 2003 16:25:33 +0000 https://iwilldare.com/?p=3634#comment-8463 The airplane is the ultimate symbol of submissive sexuality; The tummy-flip flops as you take off and land, the loss of control (willingly handing off control), and the sense of going so fast. The fact that you were on the floor in front of Ryan/Robert and Rufus/Robert and you were “going down” could be taken in more than ONE bad way. But I digress. The mansion sounds like some goal, some place you want to get to, but between your own comparison to others, and jason’s, I’d believe you were not feeling like you measured up to the people around you, but you’re not freaked out about it either. And the destination being different is your own realization that where you thought you were going to be in life if obviously not where you’re headed. Since there were no co-workers, I’d assuming you’re thinking of a personal direction.

Of course you’re more than welcome to delete this post as laden with conjecture and bullshit at your leisure.

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