Comments on: no control https://iwilldare.com/2003/06/no-control/ A little bit of heaven & A whole lot of hell Sun, 08 Jun 2003 13:45:47 +0000 hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.9.1 By: dweebie https://iwilldare.com/2003/06/no-control/#comment-7033 Sun, 08 Jun 2003 13:45:47 +0000 https://iwilldare.com/?p=3024#comment-7033 I had a dream like that back when I had a crush on a very nice gay guy. In my dream he was controlling the brakes, I think I was steering. Later I realized after looking back at my journal that he was in control of the relationship, that I wanted to go forward and he was putting on the brakes. We still are life long friends, and although we danced a lot, and touched arms at movies, we even spent the night together when I drank too much at his house or when we drove to the Gay Olympics in San Francisco together (I was the closet straight and team manager), and he went to a psychiatrist trying to not be gay, we never got to be romantic like I wanted to, just friends, but we’re still friends. Sometimes we have to roll along with life and let it take us where it will, we can’t control it and once we give up the strong desire to, it’s not so hard to live with the consequences.

]]> By: Thomas https://iwilldare.com/2003/06/no-control/#comment-7032 Sat, 07 Jun 2003 14:40:57 +0000 https://iwilldare.com/?p=3024#comment-7032 Perhaps you feel like you’re regressing, losing what progress you’ve made, and you feel you have no way of stopping it.

Pacey/Cutie apartment boy isn’t the same mistake all over again, Jodi. If anything, he’s a whole new mistake, or he could be a really nice guy you can hang out with.

Or he could take you from behind while barking out gentle, yet firm commands.

The future is interesting, no?

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